GwenTheWelshGal

Bed

Going to bed now.

Dysphoria lessened today. Made a lot of progress on the history of the Gwenverse. Surpassed the 40,000 word mark.

Then had supper while watching videos that had me pissing myself laughing, which took my mind off the dysphoria.

~ Gwen

GwenTheWelshGal

Dysphoria

Feeling dysphoric again. The testosterone poisoning is hitting me hard, and I want to transition now, but I’m still in the closet and too scared to come out lest shit hits the fan. The dysphoria’ been building up over the last several hours like the crescendo in Tchaikovsky’s 1812 Overture as it approaches the finale.

~ Gwen